Unpleasant Scenes Might Arise.
""I found,"
said he, "as the time drew near that I had better not meet
Mr Darcy;
that to be in the same room, the same party with him for so
many hours together,
might be more than I could bear, and that scenes
might arise unpleasant to
more than myself.""
Pride & Prejudice; Chapter XXI.
"Far from the madding crowd's ignoble strife."
Thomas
Gray.
Elegy Written In A Country Churchyard.
Until Elizabeth
had entered the Ballroom of Netherfield Hall, a doubt of Mr Wickham's presence
there had never occurred to her. Even now, as this doubt came to her mind, as
the sudden thought of his being purposely omitted for Mr Darcy's pleasure in the
Bingley's open invitation to the officers, came to her, it was discarded almost
immediately, as he, in the company of Denny, made his way to her and the sisters
she was standing with, bowed, and solemnly asked for the honour of her fair hand,
for the first two dances of the evening. His manners were still the same as when
she had met him last, and Elizabeth felt the disappointment of having to decline
him deeply. With regret she announced herself already pledged to Mr Collins.
"Then," he began, in a fresh attempt, "dare I ask you for
the two next? Or are you engaged for those as well?"
"No,"
replied she. "I am not engaged."
"Good." He bowed
again, and surrendered to the whims of her sister Lydia, who along with Kitty,
dragged him and Denny off, leaving Elizabeth free to cast her eye around the room
in search of other guests. She soon managed to fix her gaze upon Charlotte, whom
she had not seen for a week, and made her way over to her. Miss Lucas was glad
to see her, and they made themselves immovable from each other until the hired
orchestra began to play the music for the first dance.
This brought
a return of her previous brief distress, for they were dances of mortification.
Mr Collins, awkward and solemn, apologising instead of attending, and often moving
wrong without being aware of it, gave her all the shame and misery which a disagreeable
partner for a couple of dances can give. What made this distress even worse, was
a sight which she happened catch upon conducting a turn, and never managed to
avoid from that moment. Mr Darcy was observing her again. At times, she fancied
him having difficulty in restraining his humour, whenever Mr Collins made an error,
but mostly his countenance remained solemn and severe. As she and her cousin made
their way down and up the lines of the dancers, so did he, in the space between
them and the chattering groups of remaining guests. When the torture was over,
he was in perfect view of her, standing behind Mr Collins against the wall, his
expression untranslatable.
Elizabeth parted from her reverend cousin
in ecstasy, happily coming to take Mr Wickham's hand, as he met her from across
the room. She began their first dance in the same emotion, until it was tempered
by her catching sight of Mr Darcy, who was observing her and her partner with
a stony stare. Every turn she made, his eyes seemed determined to meet hers, as
he conveyed all the anger that he felt at the sight of her dancing with his enemy.
Elizabeth soon felt an annoyance of her own. She could not see why he should be
angry, she was not his to command. It was an insufferable arrogance.
By
the end of them, it was obvious to her that she was not the only one to notice
his angry observation. Mr Wickham parted from her with his usual civility, then
made his way directly over to his former childhood friend. Elizabeth, her curiosity
about the possible outcome of a meeting arisen, followed at a discreet distance.
The two gentlemen made a place for themselves by the wall beside the
large ornate fireplace, their expressions something akin to those of ones facing
a battle. A minute or so was passed in silence, as each seemed to weigh up their
opponent, and decided on which verbal form of attack was best.
Mr Wickham
began the onslaught of conversation. "I suspect you are surprised to see
me here, Darcy."
"On the contrary," he replied, refusing
to give him that satisfaction, "I expected nothing less of your audacity."
Wickham remained unaffected by that, merely laughing before continuing
with, "by the by, how is dear Georgiana?"
Darcy's expression
darkened slightly, but otherwise the words had no impact. "You have no right
to speak of her in such terms, let alone refer to her by her first name."
"I wonder," his companion said next, "if she has, as I do,
fond memories of our time in Ramsgate last summer."
Darcy made
no reply to this. Instead, catching him by surprise, he suddenly shoved Wickham
against the wall, holding him there with his hand upon his neck. Elizabeth gasped,
stared, coloured, doubted and then was silent. She glanced around the ballroom
to see if this scene had caught anyone else's attention. Their host seemed to
catch sight of it, stare at the event for a moment, and then returned to his dancing
companion, which, being her sister, also could not avoid witnessing the sight.
For everyone else however, the confrontation went entirely unnoticed.
Wickham
too seemed unperturbed by the position he was in. Calmly he replied to his attacker,
"You would not dare. You know how it easy it would be for me to expose and
ruin both you, Darcy, and your precious Georgiana right now? No one here would
believe you, thanks to your typical manners from the moment you arrived here."
He paused to adjust his head slightly, for Darcy had tightened the pressure, then
continued. "You know, Georgiana was really sweet to me that summer in Ramsgate.
So sweet and pliant in her nature. I congratulate you, Darcy. She will make a
most willing bride to any rake in Society."
Darcy reluctantly
let go of him, letting Wickham gather his breath and composure before continuing
the verbal part of the conversation. "Wickham, don't make me angry,"
he warned in a deadly tone.
Wickham merely smiled, and replied in a
slightly lowered tone, "I have already chosen my next conquest, and she has
the one thing your sister lacked; spirit. You made the decision for me. You forget
how well I know you," he remarked, "I saw your love for her in your
face while we were dancing. I must say I'm surprised, Darcy. I thought Lady Catherine
had more influence over your opinions to let you fall in love with a girl worth
only fifty pounds. She will be so easy to persuade, you know. I don't even have
to go as far as asking her to marry me. And then you will have two ruined girls
on your conscience; Georgiana, and Miss Elizabeth Bennet."
Even
as the lady in question gasped in shock, Darcy's expression became suddenly composed.
"Tomorrow at dawn," he announced in the same tone, "the field between
the Netherfield and the Longbourn Estates, and swords."
He then walked away, leaving both his old friend and the woman he loved in the deepest and most profound shock at all which had just passed before them.
For Elizabeth, the next few moments passed her by as if a dream. She watched Wickham leave the room, and Darcy deftly extract Mr Bingley from her sister for a brief conversation without any real concern upon either of those events. All she could think about was what she had just overheard between Mr Darcy and Wickham. Of neither gentleman could she now think without feeling that she had been blind, partial, prejudiced, and absurd. Till this moment, she had never known herself. How despicably she had acted! She who prided herself on her ability to discern character! Who had often disdained the generous candour of her sister, and gratified her vanity in useless or blameable distrust. Had she been in love, she could not have been more blind.
But vanity, not love, had been her folly. Pleased with the preference of one, and offended by the neglect of the other from the very beginning of her acquaintance with them, she had refused to see the impropriety of Mr Wickham's confession to her within the first evening of each other's company. What possible advantage could a gentleman have to gain by confiding in a girl something so terrible upon their first evening together? Elizabeth could think of only one, and it was not of a nature which could be revealed to the general public at large, without being considered utterly scandalous. Tonight had she bore witness to each gentlemen's real character. Mr Wickham had not been the charming man she had thought him to be.
Mr Darcy had not displayed arrogant disdain. Indeed, Elizabeth could
see now that he had obviously been under a lot of strain since Wickham had arrived
in the neighbourhood. A strain which could only have been made worse because of
her behaviour towards him. Not once had she ever suspected those looks directed
towards her by him to be not in a quest to find fault with her, but because of
love. He who had declared her only to be just tolerable when first confronted
with her! It was almost too incredible to believe. Yet she could not doubt it,
for Wickham's belief in it had pushed Darcy to the edge of his control, and forced
him to throw down the gauntlet of a duel. Elizabeth realised that how she regarded
this idea now, was a priority. For if Mr Bingley's preference to Jane was to continue,
then the longer would his friend remain in the country.
It was at this
moment however, that she was abruptly brought back to reality, as her fine eyes
came to fix on what was before her, or rather, who was before her. It was the
gentleman who had been the object of her thoughts.
"Miss Bennet,"
began he, "if you are not engaged, would you do me the honour of dancing
the next with me?"
"I had not," Elizabeth started to
answer, as her desire to find a place of solitude to think all what she had just
heard over, rose above others in her mind. Abruptly it was swept away by the idea
that she might gain an opportunity to learn more about the matter, causing her
to add, "I thank you, yes."
The introduction of that dance
was then commenced by the orchestra, and Mr Darcy held out his hand for her to
take. They took their place in the set, both, due to their internal thoughts,
oblivious to the amazement which their decision to dance together was held in.
For some time the conflict of their minds and emotions served to create a silence
between them. Then Darcy, who, since his encounter with Wickham, had been pondering
upon something, uttered in a voice only audible to her, "Miss Bennet, did
you perhaps hear what passed between Mr Wickham and myself? I could not help noticing
your proximity to our position by the fireplace."
At first Elizabeth
was at loss as to how she should reply, and what outcomes either answer were likely
to produce. Then she realised that her hesitation would display the falseness
of a negative, and so, in the same quiet tone, assented that she had.
The
answer did not take him by surprise. Instead a resigned expression came over him,
and he furthered lowered his tone to continue the conversation. "Then, would
you consent to follow me somewhere after this dance, to a place where we are unlikely
to be interrupted? There is something very particular that I wish to tell you."
Elizabeth was unsure as to whether she should accept. She suspected that he might wish to tell her of his feelings towards her, an event which she was not yet ready to hear, for fear that a refusal would not cause him to speak of it again, when she had sorted out her conflicted emotions. But her curiosity won her over, causing her to incline her head in acceptance.
The rest of the
dance then passed in silence, both being too concerned with their thoughts and
what was to come to manage a general conversation. The lateness of their coming
to take their place in the set gave them fortune to escape Sir William's parade
around the room, and Darcy's instant yet silent conductance towards one of the
exits, the fortune to elude a meeting with Miss Bingley.
Once in the
corridor between the Ballroom and the other rooms of Netherfield, Darcy halted
and turned to her to ask for her view to aide his decision. "The Library,
perhaps?" He queried, gesturing with a hand towards its entrance.
Elizabeth
consented and followed him inside the room. Being currently in the ownership of
Mr Bingley, it was no credit to his character that the shelves contained not as
many books as they could manage to support, but neither of the room's new occupants
cared to notice this. The lady took the refuge of a comfortable chair, the gentleman
remained standing.
For a few moments Darcy paced the space of floor
before the hearth in silence, contemplating which was the best way to begin his
tale. From the moment he had discerned her form a little to the left from him
and Wickham, he had realised that the chances of her remaining ignorant of all
that had passed between them, were low. This made the event of her having full
knowledge of his family's past history with that man, a necessity. He had realised
suddenly that his behaviour tonight, together with the possibility of her having
heard his words about her at the assembly in Meryton, could have considerably
lowered her opinion of him, making the chance of a future intimacy between them
impossible. He could not bear her to think ill of him, no more than he could bear
loving her unrequitedly, therefore her opinion of him must be rectified immediately.
"Mr Wickham," he began, coming to a halt before her seat,
"was the son of a very respectable man, who had, for many years, the management
of my family's estate. His son was my father's godson, a responsibility which
my father would not be the man that he was if he ignored it. He supported him
at school, and afterwards at Cambridge." Darcy turned for a moment, to inspect
the mantle clock that his hand had absently started to finger. "We played
together as children."
"Mr Darcy," Elizabeth began then,
having realised now that her original suspicion of what he wanted to talk to her
about was now invalid, and furthermore, containing a sudden desire within herself
that he did not cause himself any greater stress before the duel tomorrow, "there
is no need for you sir, to confide in me something which might cause your family
pain. I completely understand now why you and Mr Wickham are at odds, and will
never trust him again."
"No, no," he remarked, so immediately that she at first thought he had not heard her, "I need, I want, to tell you this. The history between myself and him has played too direct a part on my present character for it to be otherwise." He turned from the fireplace to face her once more, and in a calm collected voice, related the rest of the tragic tale. He spoke well, but not without a hint of the feelings which each action in the past had caused him to display, both then and now. Not once did his eloquence convey to her any other conviction that he spoke nothing more than the truth. She felt all the justness of his refusal to give Mr Wickham the living he had previously refused, and all the horror that his next actions concerning Miss Darcy could possibly evoke. At the end of the tale, she could do naught but silently prove his conviction that the history had determined a part of his character. She could see now why he was reticent among the occupants of Meryton. Why his good opinion once lost, was lost forever.
Why he had been so unconcerned
about how the neighbourhood in general regarded him. And finally, why he decided
to challenge Wickham to a duel, an action which was illegal, a seeming contradiction
to his character and professed beliefs, yet a course which Wickham behaviour had
driven him to. Looking up at his face, Elizabeth realised that he had been waiting
for her to speak, and so she made herself do so. She thanked him for feeling able
to confide in her, declared her belief in all that he had told her, and promised
not to reveal it to anyone without his permission. He responded with the acceptance
that she might wish to tell Miss Bennet, and that he would not disapprove of such
a notion. She thanked him again, and then asked if he would leave her alone for
a while, as their simultaneous absence from the Ball, in all probability would
have been noticed by now. Therefore, if they returned to it separately, the speculation
would dissipate. He accepted her reasoning, bowed before her, and then quitted
the room.
Elizabeth was out of her chair the moment he had closed the
door, picking up the same motions which he had performed when he was telling her
the tale which she was now reviewing; pacing about the room. All her previous
shame at her partial and prejudicial convictions was now further compounded by
all that he had just related to her. She recognised now all the evils of Mr Wickham
behaviour towards her. And the possible motives such a man had held. Would he
have been able to ruin her as he had implied? Elizabeth felt that she could no
longer rely on her discernment in characters to answer that query with a resounding
negative. She realised for the first time how much her lively nature and natural
impertinence could lead those who talked to her astray in their opinions of her.
That, in a way, she was almost as bad as her sister Lydia. For, there was only
a fine line between impertinence and outright flirting. As Jane's persistence
to seek the good in everybody often led to her trust in unworthy people, so did
her own impertinence and liveliness.
The trust which Mr Darcy had
placed in her was the only good assurance that she was not wholly bad. What a
contrast those two gentlemen posed! One had relied on her liveliness and impertinence
to lead her astray, while the other had found it an irresistible attraction. Elizabeth
could not escape the flattery of the latter. Her first impression of him must
now be completely discarded, and a new one took up. He was not arrogant, just
shy around strangers. He was proud, but with such a vast estate under his control,
perhaps he had every right to be. In combination with her first new judgement,
what he had said to her concerning pride could now be regarded as true; he did
keep it under good regulation. His loyalty to his sister and to his father, shown
by all that he had told her, added another good point to his character. In short,
she could not help but like him now.
It was then that her present surroundings
and time returned to her attention. The music of the orchestra, which, because
of the Library's proximity to the Ballroom, had been audible to her all the time,
now ceased, signalling the commencement of the break for supper. If she did not
rejoin it now, her absence would soon cause concern. With reluctant determination
Elizabeth shoved her previous thoughts to the back of her mind. She could focus
upon them later. Then she exited the Library and re-entered the Ballroom.
Her timing could not have been better. The guests were still in the mist
of moving into the adjoining room, where supper had been laid out. Elizabeth joined
at the back, managing to secure a seat by her sister and Mr Bingley, who welcomed
her with such cordiality, and involved her in their conversation, that the rest
of the events during the meal completely passed her by. She noticed nothing of
Mr Collins imposing himself on the nephew of his patroness. Nor did she hear anything
of Mrs Bennet animated discussion with Lady Lucas, concerning her boasting expectations
of the future between Mr Bingley and her eldest daughter, along with her predictions
for another daughter to be involved in the passing of the Longbourn entail. All
that did concern her attention, was the happy display of the depth of affections
between her sister and Mr Bingley, and the future which she could see with all
the more certainty of occurring now.
After the meal was over, Elizabeth
found herself retreating back into her thoughts once more. Too occupied was she
in how she now regarded Mr Darcy and all his possible feelings for her, that she
was fortunate enough to miss her sister Mary's performance at the pianoforte,
Mr Collins long speech after it, and the chase of Lydia conducted by an officer
as she tried to elude the returning of his sword which she had taken.
Her family were the last to leave, and even this incident did not bring her out of her reverie. Elizabeth found her eyes unable to remove themselves from regarding Mr Darcy, who seemed to be staring into nothingness, ignoring Miss Bingley, who had been trying unsuccessfully all evening to secure his attention. Having now secured a better and more lasting impression of him, if perhaps still more than a little confused as to whether or not she could return his feelings, her mind had turned to think of the events of the morrow. She could not escape a certain curiosity as to how they would proceed, and a certain concern as to who would be the victor. Her fear that it might be Mr Wickham soon overwhelmed every other thought to such a degree, that when the dawn came, she could do naught but rise, dress appropriately, and escape out of the house in order to witness the illegal event.
They had played together
as children. They had been taught by the same tutors, sent to the same London
school- Eton -and had both attended Cambridge. To conclude, both had been raised
with a gentleman's education, which included, among other things, fencing. To
be able to fence with a sword was considered the skill of gentlemen, and, thanks
to the wealth of the Darcys, they had been provided with one of the best masters.
However, after Cambridge, their education in the practice became different. Darcy
had continued with his membership at the London club which catered for it, along
with the employment of the master who had taught him at Pemberley. Wickham meanwhile,
had been living in town too long for Darcy to know if he had kept up the practice.
But that could give his childhood companion an advantage; for living in and amongst
the inhabitants of the rookeries would have made the learning of street fighting
a necessity if one wanted to survive. But then, Darcy considered, he also possessed
an experience which Wickham did not. Aside from the continued practice in the
art, he and his cousin had often trained together, whenever the latter had leave
from his regiment. Colonel Richard Fitzwilliam, the second son of an aristocrat
by birth, had begun his military career as a Ensign, with the expectation of his
father that he would earn his way up the ranks not by seniority, but by experience
in battle, making the rapid rise to Colonel solely by his own merits. Due to their
long standing close friendship, Fitzwilliam had taught Darcy all that he needed
to know concerning the art of fighting on a battlefield.
All this
Darcy had mulled over the night before. Now it was close to dawn, and he was not
abed, but standing in the field, waiting for his opponent to arrive. While he
was waiting, he was also mulling over something else. Something which could be
described by one sentence of conversation. "You did not have to come."
Charles Bingley, his only companion apart from the local doctor, merely
shrugged. "For the ninth time," he replied, his usually implacable good
humour slightly diminished by his friend's constant repetition of the same statement,
"my reasons for coming were twofold. Firstly, in the proper role of your
second, and, lastly, because I have no desire for Georgiana to receive news of
your death by the hand or form of Wickham."
"I am not worried
about being killed by him."
"Again, if you are not, somebody
has to be, and if you are not, how come you have done nothing since we arrived,
but hold your sword arm out, taking swipes at the grass? At this rate, you will
have killed the entire field before he even gets here."
Darcy
merely shrugged and continued to exercise his arm and hand with the sword. Bingley
continued with his one-sided conversation. "I still do not understand why
you have swords anyway. Why did Wickham not choose pistols?"
"I
did not given him a chance to follow the usual rules of the practice," Darcy
replied, stilling cutting at the long grass around them.
"How
come?"
Darcy briefly ceased his exercise, causing the doctor beside
them to briefly relax, as he answered, "He was goading me, seeing how far
he could push me before he reached my limit. I caught him by surprise with the
mention of time, place and the weapon, then walked away before he could remind
me of the rules."
"Oh," Bingley commented in understanding.
He watched his friend return to exercising his arm. "Why is it called grass
before breakfast anyway?"
"I have absolutely no idea,"
was his friend's reply.
At this moment the sky lightened somewhat,
signalling dawn. Darcy ceased his practising and took a look at the view around
them. "He's late," he commented.
"Would not you be,
in his position?" Bingley returned. "You've been spoiling for this since
Ramsgate. Come to think of it, so has Fitzwilliam. In fact, if his regiment had
not called him back so soon afterwards, I would have laid odds of ten to one,
that he would have got to Wickham first."
The comment seemed to
make his friend suddenly hesitate. He lowered the sword point temporarily towards
the ground. "I did not cogitate upon the merits of this action after Ramsgate,"
he remarked.
Bingley was surprised. "But I thought, considering
the mood you were in......" he trailed off in confusion.
Darcy
turned to watch for the arrival of his opponent and second, although his senses
had turned inwards. "Wickham alluded to one of his future actions during
his stay here, and I realised that I would have to act in preventing him again."
His friend was still puzzled at the reasoning. "If he means to....
involve himself with the women here, they have gentlemen to protect them. You
cannot be the champion of all of Meryton's virtue, Darcy."
The
champion in question seemed to hesitate, then uttered a resigned sigh, before
replying with, "You are unusually slow on the uptake this morning. Your sister
has been going on about it ever since the first evening at Lucas Lodge."
Knowing his friend's penchant for honesty and economy, Bingley was not
insulted by the first sentence. Instead, he took some time to think, and a brief
silence emerged upon the field, broken only by the swishing of cold steel in the
light morning breeze. A minute or three later, and he had found his friend out.
"My felicitations, Darce. Miss Elizabeth Bennet is an excellent choice."
"How would you know?" Darcy returned. "You've barely taken
your eyes off her sister ever since we arrived."
"I did dance
with her at the Assembly, remember?" Bingley reminded him, as the doctor
found the strength to close his mouth. "We talked enough during that evening
and others for me to form the opinion that she and you would suit each other perfectly.
I just hope she did not hear your remark about her being just 'tolerable.'"
"I fear that she did," Darcy remarked. "But then she also
overheard last night's confrontation, and I a chance to talk to her as well, which
I hope, has improved her opinion of me."
Bingley was about to ask something more, but their conversation was brought to a sudden close, as two figures came into view. His friend swished at the grass a few more times, then ceased once more as the two men came to stand before them.
The first was
Wickham, looking a little pale, a complexion probably induced by the witness of
the last display of his opponent's skill, but otherwise sober. His second was
Lieutenant Denny, whose grim expression almost matched that of Darcy's.
The
tenant of Netherfield Hall stepped forward. "I give you a final chance, Lieutenant
Wickham," Bingley remarked, his general good humour entirely done away with,
"will you apologise for your remarks to Mr Darcy?"
"No,"
replied he.
Bingley nodded then turned back to his friend. Darcy calmly shed his jacket and waistcoat, handed them to his second, then stood with his sword at the ready. Bingley folded the silk waistcoat inside the jacket so it would not be stained by the dew when he placed them on the grass, then turned to watch the others. A few minutes later, and Wickham, having taken of his uniform jacket, and retied his officer's sash around his shirt, raised his own sword so that the blades touched. Mr
Denny then drew his own sabre and placed it
below the crossed two. A moment later and he swept it upwards so the swords parted.
The duel had begun.
A short distance
away, and somewhat higher up, on Oakham Mount, a figure kneeled in order to escape
detection. Elizabeth had arrived just after Mr Darcy, Mr Bingley and the doctor.
She had witnessed since then the actions of those three gentlemen, though her
position had impeded her from hearing any of their conversation. Now she could
only look, and pray, as Mr Wickham and Mr Darcy began their duel. She watched
as the figures holding their swords each waited for the other to strike first.
Then Wickham suddenly lunged, intending perhaps to catch his opponent by surprise.
The move failed; Darcy parried easily, before countering with an attack of his
own. Even from this view Elizabeth could tell that both gentlemen were well matched.
Each move from one was skilfully countered by the other. For a time she wavered
between hope and despair, suspecting that either could emerge the victor. Then
she descried an ability to anticipate on the one side, and her hope rose. When
Darcy struck the killing blow, she was standing and almost moved to cheer aloud.
The wound was not fatal however, and, unbeknown to both Elizabeth and his
opponent, Darcy had not meant to kill Wickham. Just to render him an injury that
would last until he could arrange, through his and his cousin's contacts in the
militia, for Colonel Forster's regiment to be quartered elsewhere. Preferably
on active duty. Discovering soon into the duel that he was able to anticipate
his opponent's next move, Darcy had chosen his final strike with care, waiting
until Wickham left his body unguarded, then lunged forward to slash open his shirt
at the stomach, the traditional symbol of victory. It was a narrow wound, and,
thanks to the skill of the attacker, not too deep, thus not at all fatal.
Darcy stepped back, handing his sword to Bingley, then put on his waistcoat
and jacket. He then turned to face his opponent again, who was getting his required
treatment from the doctor.
Lieutenant Denny met their gaze. "Honour
is satisfied, gentlemen?" He asked.
Darcy merely nodded in reply,
before walking away. He had eaten his grass before breakfast, and survived. All
that remained now, was to finish his note to Colonel Fitzwilliam before Bingley
left as planned for London.
Above him, Elizabeth descended the Mount,
and made her way home. Her thoughts were full of all that she had just witnessed,
and the events of the night before. She had still been unable to reach a conclusion
on whether or not she could return Mr Darcy's affection, if indeed he ever declared
it to her. She knew that she held a concern for his welfare, an emotion which
had come to the fore throughout the duel. But if was deep enough for love, she
could not tell. She remembered hearing last night, during a brief conversation
between herself and her sister, some words which had further enforced the idea
in her mind that Mr Darcy cared for her. Jane had confirmed the reality of the
duel, having been informed by Bingley of a brief summary of their conversation.
Apparently, against Darcy's wishes, but out of friendship, Bingley had volunteered
to be his second. He had told Jane that Mr Wickham had made a slander against
Darcy's family, and that 'Darcy would do anything to protect his sister and those
that he loved. Once his loyalty is given to someone, it is unswerving and eternal.'
Such words had made Elizabeth even more susceptible to the idea of Darcy's regard
for her.
She returned to Longbourn to find her mother waiting for
her in the entrance hall. "There you are, Lizzy!" Exclaimed she. "Come,
undo your bonnet and coat. Mr Collins wants to speak to you in the Parlour."
Before Elizabeth had time for anything but a blush of surprise, her mother
had taken her hand and practically dragged her into the room. When she had let
go, Elizabeth turned to Mrs Bennet with the words, "Mama, I beg you will
not go. Mr Collins must excuse me. He can have nothing to say to me that anybody
need not hear."
"Nonsense, Lizzy, I insist upon your staying
here and hearing Mr Collins."
Elizabeth, her senses overwhelmed
by the events of the night and the morning, in combination with a lack of sleep,
was defeated. She sank into a chair, and tried to hide her expression.
"Believe
me, Miss Elizabeth," Mr Collins began as soon as her mother had exited the
room, "that your modesty, so far from doing you any disservice, rather adds
to your other perfection's. But you can hardly doubt the reason of my discourse,
however your natural delicacy may lead you to dissemble. Almost as soon as I entered
the house, I signalled you out as the companion of my future life."
Elizabeth,
now recovered enough to listen to the speech, held herself back from contradicting
her cousin's obvious falsification. For she would have been blind not to notice
the marked attention directed upon Jane during the first evening of his arrival,
an attention which, she presumed, had only ended when her mother had decided to
intervene in Mr Bingley's favour. She listened to his ramblings in silence, as
he enumerated all of his reasons for marrying, most of which she believed his
patroness had had a hand in. That he actually cared for her, she did not believe,
for his change from Jane to herself had been the work of one night, not many.
He was in love with the idea of being in love, an emotion proved by his presumption
that she was willing to accept him.
"You are too hasty sir,"
she cried, when he had at last stopped for breath, "you forget that I have
made no answer, let me do so now. I thank you for the honour of your compliments,
but for me to accept them is impossible."
"I am not now to
learn," Mr Collins replied, not in the least perturbed by her answer, "that
it is usual with young ladies to reject the addresses of the gentleman whom they
secretly mean to accept when he first applies for them. Therefore, I hope, my
dear cousin, to lead you to the altar before long."
"Upon
my word sir," Elizabeth replied, rising from her seat, feeling that if she
kept it any longer, he might be moved to prostrate himself at her feet, "your
hope is an extraordinary one in view of my declaration. My feelings forbid acceptance
to you in every respect. You could not make me happy, and I am convinced I am
the last person in the world who could make you so."
"Cousin,
I beg you to consider your words carefully," Mr Collins responded, "my
situation in life, my connection with the noble family of de Bourgh are circumstances
highly in my favour. You should be aware that it is by no means certain that another
offer of marriage may ever be available to you."
Elizabeth walked
towards the door, justly insulted by his last statement. There had also appeared
in her mind an image of another gentleman making her an offer, though she hoped
in much better eloquence than that of her cousin, which had made her further impervious
to his continued persistence. "Let me assure you sir," she replied,
"that I have no pretensions to whatever kind of elegance consists in tormenting
a respectable man. I am fully aware of my situation regarding matrimony. I firmly
believe to act in a manner which will regard my own happiness concerning marriage,
and, with all the truth of my heart, I can tell you that I do not possess any
lasting love for you."
"Oh you are uniformly charming!"
Cried her cousin, causing Elizabeth to open the door, and leave, as he went on
to profess the belief that when sanctioned by her excellent parents, his addresses
would not fail of being acceptable.
She went out into the passage,
and then into the drawing room, shutting the door with an inward sigh of relief
at her escape. Then she caught sight of the occupants, and blushed. Her father,
Jane and Kitty, were playing host to Mr Darcy, who all seemed to be waiting for
her arrival. Surely he had not come to make an offer to her now?
"Ah,
Lizzy," her father began at that moment, "here you are. Mr Darcy here
has a message from Mr Bingley to tell Jane, and I was waiting for you before giving
him leave, as I hoped you would accompany them in a tour of grounds."
Elizabeth felt a sigh pass through her thoughts. She could not refuse both
Jane and her father. She silently followed them out into the passage and then
into the gardens. As she exited the house, she felt an abrupt relief, as the sound
of her mother's exclamation, presumably having heard by now from Mr Collins how
his proposals went, reached her ears.
When they were some distance
from the house, and of the views of the windows which looked on to that part of
the grounds, Mr Darcy came to a halt, and turned to Jane. "Miss Bennet,"
he began, "I beg you will excuse the impropriety of my question. Believe
me, I only voice it out of a desire to safeguard my friend. Do you love Mr Bingley?"
Jane gasped in surprise, but did not refrain from answering the question.
Her sensibilities did not allow her to do otherwise. "I can safely say, sir,
in all honesty, that I do. With all my heart."
Mr Darcy seemed
to inwardly sigh with relief, then smiled. His smile, not seen by either Jane
or Elizabeth before, caused them surprise, for it gave his features an even more
handsome expression. "Thank you for answering me. I am afraid that I can
offer no other reason for my impertinence than that of friendship. I have often
seen Bingley in love, but never as deeply as he is now. I do not wish him to be
hurt." He paused to take something out of his pocket. "This is the message
I was intrusted with from my friend. He means to assure you that his trip to town
is of a brief nature, and that he will soon return. Despite whatever his sisters
might say to the contrary." He held it out for her to take.
Jane
blushed prettily at the moment of holding the note from her suitor, thanked its
messenger with a further assurance of her affections regarding his friend, then
almost ran back to the house.
Darcy turned to his other companion,
who had been silent all this while. "I hope Miss Bennet," he began after
a slight pause, "that the events of last night did not distress you too much?"
"No," Elizabeth replied, feeling relieved that he had not spotted
her watching them from Oakham Mount earlier. "May I ask," she added
in a low voice, "as to the conclusion of the duel?"
"It
concluded satisfactorily," Darcy replied, "but without fatalities. Mr
Wickham sustained a light injury to the stomach, while I had the good fortune
to escape without a scratch."
"I am very glad that you did,
sir," Elizabeth responded before she had a chance to realise the meaning
of her words.
"Are you?" He confirmed in surprise, coming
to a halt. "Miss Bennet, let me apologise for anything you might have overheard
at the Meryton Assembly, the first night of my arrival in Hertfordshire. All I
can offer in my defence was that it was my first social occasion since Ramsgate,
and I was ill equipped to deal with it in a rational manner. Could you perhaps
be able to forgive me, and let us start our acquaintance with each other afresh?"
"Yes," replied Elizabeth, this time in full possession of her thoughts and feelings, "I believe I could."
When the letter from Caroline Bingley came to
Jane the next day, Miss Bennet did not regard its contents with any distress.
The note from her brother the day before had contained enough to assure her that
he would return from town in time to fulfil the engagement of dining at Longbourn
as the earliest possible convenience. Indeed, the only thing that had the potential
to cause her any mortification, was the idea that Miss Bingley wished to deceive
her, and persuade her brother not to return to Netherfield. It was the first time
that Jane had been awakened to the idea that anyone could be capable of wilful
deceit, and in such a convincing manner. She did believe that if Mr Bingley had
not thought to send her a note, Caroline's letter would have completely taken
her in.
Indeed, Jane was very fortunate that day. The departure of
the Hursts and Miss Bingley was not discovered by any of Meryton's citizens, a
circumstance helped perhaps by Mr Darcy remaining at Netherfield Hall, and making
a somewhat public ride about the village's main street. Mrs Bennet therefore knew
nothing about it, giving her no opportunity to wail about anything save Mr Collins
and Lizzy. That matter continued to plague her, as she found the idea of her daughter
refusing their cousin most reprehensible. As soon as Elizabeth had returned to
the house from her walk with Mr Darcy and Jane, Mrs Bennet set upon her in earnest.
Ten minutes was all that her daughter would stand, leaving her mother forced to
seek her husband's support. Until Mr Bennet actually declared his refusal to side
with her, Mrs Bennet did not believe in the possibility that he would not order
Lizzy to accept Mr Collins. This disappointment still however did not make her
give up her point. She continued to talk to Elizabeth again and again; coaxed
and threatened, even tried to persuade the rest of her daughters to assist her,
but in vain. Elizabeth would never concede.
The confusion over this
matter was brought to a temporary cease-fire by the arrival of Charlotte Lucas
in the afternoon of the day of the proposal, then resumed until it was suddenly
put aside about an hour before luncheon the next day. Jane had received Miss Bingley's
letter only a half an hour ago, and the rest of the Bennet girls had just returned
from Meryton, the two youngest with news of Mr Wickham's terrible accident during
a sword practice, when their mother was sent into a flurry of agitation and activity,
by the news of Mr Bingley and Mr Darcy being not a mile from the house. She rang
for Hill, calling out orders for the best food they had in the house to be made
ready, ordered Jane to run upstairs and put on her blue gown, before realising
it was too late to make such a change, briefly commented on the shame that she
had no news to give them, with a look of meaning to her second daughter, before
resuming her seat with all the appearance of one that has been sitting down for
quite some time, and awaited their arrival.
The door was opened, their
names announced, and the gentlemen entered. Mr Bingley's first look was to and
for Jane, who could not receive it without blushing in happiness at the message
she descried in it. His friend was likewise concerned with only one occupant of
the room. He fixed his gaze upon Elizabeth immediately.
Mrs Bennet
however allowed them no time for private civilities with her daughters. First
they must have lunch; they had come here to dine, and dine they must. She held
the conversation until the meal was announced, feeling herself able to act as
emissary of all the news Mr Bingley might have missed during his absence in London.
The mention by him of his sisters and brother in law being now in town was completely
passed over without any comment, likewise any word directed at Jane. As for his
friend, hated by their hostess ever since the night of the assembly, he was allowed
the freedom to sit by the object of his thoughts, and occasionally able to answer
and make an inquiry to her, whenever Mrs Bennet's conversation was not too loud
to prevent it being heard.
Longbourn's owner then put in a brief appearance from his library, that sanctuary having been invaded by the estate's heir apparent some minutes ago. Accompanied by Mr Collins, Mr Bennet opened the door of the sitting room only to remind his wife that the first course for luncheon had just been placed on the dinner table, before making his way into the room himself.
Mrs Bennet accordingly broke conversation, and led the way into the room.
All her hopes of soon having a daughter married were now returned to the fore.
Refraining from making the gentlemen sit by her, she directed the arrangements
so Bingley was by Jane, Mr Collins by Lizzy, and Mr Darcy by Mary, being of the
opinion that one silent person would attract another.
Despite the obvious
disappointments for some concerned, the meal passed off very well. Mr Bennet was
able to obtain a release from his cousin, and a chance to involve his favourite
daughter in his quest for amusement, and Mrs Bennet had the satisfaction of seeing
her eldest daughter and Mr Bingley in private conversation throughout the entire
meal. Mr Collins was torn between talking to his cousin Elizabeth of the wonders
of Hunsford Parsonage, and Mr Darcy about his gratitude for the unceasing generosity
of his patroness, and what a joy it must be to have such an Aunt, while Lydia
and Kitty busily vied for their mother's attention with news of Mr Wickham's injuries.
After the meal was at an end, Mr Bingley commented aloud on the fineness
of the weather that day, followed a suggestion that they all walked out. Mrs Bennet
seized the opportunity with all the adeptness of a matchmaking Mama, persuading
all but Jane and Elizabeth to accompany the gentlemen. The four accordingly left
the room, claimed their hats and coats, then made their way out of the house.
Elizabeth and Darcy, more prone to walking about the countryside, soon
outstripped their companions, with only the former, in concern for her sister,
trying to check their pace in order to observe the two that lagged behind. But
Mr Bingley was far too happy to be alone with Jane, and too eager for the arrival
of a spot for solitude, to worry about any one else that was outside with them.
They reached the part in the path where it separated for ways to the
village and to Oakham Mount. Darcy led the way to the latter destination, then
took his companion by surprise, as he came to a sudden halt half way up. He turned
round to look behind them, and suddenly faced her with a smile.
Elizabeth
knew not what to make of him. "Mr Darcy?"
He silently gestured
to where his gaze had been fixed on. "My friend is about to propose to your
sister."
She gasped as he had suspected she would, and turned
to look down the path. She saw at the foot the figures of Jane and Mr Bingley.
The latter had halted them both, and was now kneeling down, and in the process
of removing something from his pocket.
"Come," Darcy remarked
suddenly, bringing her out of that temporary reverie, by impulsively taking her
hand and leading up the path to the Mount. "I have always felt that those
in love should be left alone to enjoy that newly acknowledged moment of joy. We
must not disturb them a moment longer."
He did not stop until
they had reached the summit of the Mount. Only then did Elizabeth have a chance
to ask, "did you know about this before he left for London?"
"I
did," Darcy answered. "It was one of the reasons why I came to Longbourn
yesterday. I had to know if your sister felt the same for my friend as he does
for her. Her assurance that she did, was what stopped me from following the Hursts
and Miss Bingley to London."
"Jane did receive a note from
Miss Bingley, you know," Elizabeth commented. "It intimated that you
were anxious to see your sister, and that Miss Darcy was their hopeful favourite
for the title of Mrs Bingley."
Darcy gasped in surprise. "I
had no idea that was her thinking. It is true that I am anxious to see Georgiana,
and nothing but Wickham's presence in the neighbourhood has prevented me from
sending for her from town. But she is just sixteen! Far too young to be the bride
of my friend, even if either of them claimed to possess that inclination. I cannot
think what Miss Bingley was about. Georgiana is not even out."
"I
think," Elizabeth tentatively remarked, "she has hopes that one Bingley-Darcy
alliance will bring about another."
Darcy was all astonishment
for but a moment. Then he laughed out loud, catching Elizabeth by surprise in
the loveliness of the sound. "I suspected she might have an inkling in that
quarter," he began in reply, "but there is no way that I would ever
allow her to succeed. I have no desire whatsoever to marry Caroline Bingley. My
feelings have long been directed at someone else."
He looked at her,
with serious, earnest intent, and would have continued, had not it been for the
occasion of their being interrupted at that moment. Mr Bingley and Jane came upon
them, both all smiles to the degree that no one who saw them could be insensible
as to what had just passed between them.
Jane only had eyes for her sister, embracing her with joyful happiness, claiming it was 'too much, far too much,' and wondering aloud 'why everyone could not be as happy,' as she was. Her suitor embraced his friend like a brother, in raptures of his good fortune. Any hope that the couple had held for continuance in their private conversation was done away with, as Bingley and Jane led them back to the house to announce their news to the rest of the family.
The day after the above proceedings saw
the Bennets dining at Lucas Lodge, and during the meal, the announcement of the
engagement was made. Mrs Bennet was indeed reluctant to make the delay any longer,
happy to have something with which at last to gloat over Lady Lucas. She dropped
it in the conversation during the starter, ensuring that it was the only subject
throughout the rest of the courses. As for the rest of the family, they paid her
no mind. Jane was too happy to feel that the subject had been spoken of enough,
and Elizabeth too glad for her sister to be annoyed at the frequency to which
Mrs Bennet referred to Netherfield Hall, the house in town, the carriages and
speculated on the amount of the pin money. The remaining girls stayed silent,
except for the occasional word from Lydia to Miss Maria, about the trips to town
she would now have, and the chances to shop which her mother had promised her,
but which she had yet to ask of Jane. As for Mr Bennet, he just observed the actions
of all, his quest for amusement satisfied.
Mrs Bennet made but one
mistake during her long narrative about the matter. She commented on her belief
in the idea that one engagement often brings about another, with significant looks
directed at all her girls. Only one member of the dinner chose not to ignore this
supposed pearl of wisdom. Unfortunately for one of her daughters, Mr Collins happened
to pause in his praise of his patroness to Miss Lucas, and thus catch her words
of advice. The wisdom of the phrase did not escape his sensibilities. Indeed,
he thought it to be of the same worth as those from his wonderful, most generous
patroness, the honoured Lady Catherine de Bourgh. How wise was dear Mrs Bennet!
Such wisdom there in supposing one engagement to bring about another. Cousin Elizabeth
would miss her sister dearly when Miss Bennet was called to the altar by Mr Bingley.
Where else would consolation be found for her but in a similar arrangement for
herself? Mr Collins considered his dear cousin so fortunate in having such a wise
mother as Mrs Bennet.
He would act on her advice on the morrow.
Elizabeth knew nothing of Mr Collins thoughts, for he kept them
to himself. Nor did she suspect anything from his behaviour, for her friend Charlotte
kept him occupied in conversation the entire time spent at the Lodge. Therefore,
when she was 'accidentally' left alone with him in the breakfast parlour the next
morning, she thought nothing of it. Indeed, until he made his declaration, Elizabeth
had no idea that their seclusion held a double motive.
"My dear
cousin Elizabeth," Mr Collins began, coming to stand before her, with expressive
looks, "your dear mother Mrs Bennet avowed last night a certain pearl of
the most profound wisdom, which I do not think no one would acknowledge to have
any falseness within. That one engagement, often brings on another. The eventual
loss of your elder sister to Netherfield Hall, a sister which I know you are very
close to, is something which no one can hope to do entirely away with. But I believe
that the movement of yourself to an establishment of your own, will fill a little
of the hole left behind in Miss Bennet's absence."
By now, Elizabeth
had long since realised what her cousin had in mind, and forming actions and replies
to prevent it being attempted again. Rising from her chair at this pause in his
speech, she inclined her head in a silent excuse, and ran out of the room into
the grounds.
Mr Collins, assuming her exit to be in a quest to find
her father and mother, who were, to his knowledge, out walking in the gardens
of Longbourn, also left the room to follow her. Instead of coming upon her though,
he came to a sudden and unlooked for halt, as another more pressing matter came
into his sights.
His youngest cousin was outside with cousin Kitty,
and a couple of officers. They were Mr Denny and Captain Carter, whom had arrived
at the house soon after breakfast, to call upon the young girls. Mr Collins had
been present when Mrs Bennet had sent them out into the grounds to while away
some time at the swing on the large oak tree, and then thought no more about them.
Mr Collins however, now saw an error in the wisdom of that judgement. For cousin
Lydia, instead of being the demure, if rather energetic, excellent young lady
he knew her to be, was shamefully in close contact with Captain Carter, pulling
at the coat of his uniform, with dreadful flirtation. Mr Collins, after standing
about and observing the matter with all the proper disgust of a priest, decided
that it was up to him, both as a member of the Bennet family, and as one of the
cloth, to rectify the matter immediately.
"Cousin Lydia!"
He cried in tones of the deepest, most earnest admonishment, and walked forward
to separate her from the officer. It was a reluctant partitioning. Captain Carter
had by now realised that he had stepped beyond the bounds of proper decorum and
propriety, and also conscious of the fact that it was Miss Lydia who had begun
the move, made motion to separate, but Lydia was not ready to be deprived of her
fun. She resisted most strongly, causing Mr Collins to take her by the arms, and
drag her away. Then there developed a scene which no one could have foreseen.
Her struggle resulted in a misstep, followed by a series of stumbles, and the
matter concluded with her falling to the grass, with Mr Collins toppling on top
of her.
There was a moment of universal silence, broken suddenly by
Lydia laughing at the incident, and then by the cry of astonishment by another,
as the rest of the family, to the great surprise of everyone concerned, came upon
the scene. Mrs Bennet was the author of that cry, she now stood amongst Jane and
Elizabeth, while Mr Bennet had crept quietly up from the other end of the grounds.
Even Mary had been drawn from her reading place in the house to the scene at the
sound of her mother's cry. A few minutes of observation was all that it took for
all to reach a conclusion upon the matter, even if some had come to the wrong
one.
"Oh, my poor Lydia!" Cried Mrs Bennet. "She is
ruined! Oh, Mr Collins!" She wailed for some time.
Mr Collins
himself had taken the opportunity to scramble off his cousin and stand up, readying
himself to provide Mrs Bennet with an explanation of what had happened. He was
sure, in the end, that her wisdom would be enough to make her see the truth of
the events he would now detail. "My dear Madam," he began, "I can
explain......."
But Mrs Bennet would allow him no further. "Oh
my poor Lydia!" She cried for the tenth time. "She will be ruined forever!"
"Not unless Mr Collins makes the appropriate moves to restore her
reputation," Mr Bennet, who had all this while been unobserved by his heir
apparent,- who now turned to face him in astonishment, -calmly remarked.
Mrs
Bennet seized upon her husband's words with gratitude. "Oh yes, Mr Bennet!
How right you are! They must be married as soon as can be arranged! Oh, my Lydia
will be Mistress of Longbourn! Married! And only fifteen! Mrs Collins! How well
that sounds!"
The speech of cries continued, much to the amusement
of Elizabeth and Mr Bennet, whose quick minds had easily discovered the real events,
and had not believed in Mr Collins willingly compromising Lydia. As for the perspective
couple, to observe that they were ecstatic about the match would be to have observed
wrongly. Lydia looked sullenly at her mother and father, while Mr Collins looked
to be at a loss for words. He had not thought his actions to be so misinterpreted!
He had, he must and had, to speak. He turned to include the officers, but Mr Denny
and Captain Carter had quitted the estate at some point during Mrs Bennet's monologue.
Mr Collins sighed inwardly at the disgrace of officers in this day and age. Then
he raised his eyes to his host. "Mr Bennet," he began, "Surely
you can see that there is a more reasonable explanation for what happened? You
must know that, with all due respect to my cousin Lydia, where my actual feelings
lie?"
"Are you saying, Mr Collins," Mr Bennet began,
concealing his humour at the situation, "that Lydia was not compromised?"
"Oh, I fear she was, but not....."
Mr Bennet did not
give him time to finish his answer. "No, Mr Collins, you have said quite
enough. I perfectly understand your feelings. I shall speak to the curate of Meryton
Parish this afternoon. And tomorrow, you can set off for Hunsford."
"For
Hunsford?" Mr Collins repeated in confusion.
"Why of course,
sir. Surely you must inform Lady Catherine de Bourgh of your intended marriage,
and ready the Parsonage to welcome its new mistress?"
Thus Mr Collins and Lydia were left to try and find something about the match to rejoice on, while Elizabeth debated over whether to grieve at her sister's unhappiness, or laugh at the absurdity of all, while breathing a sigh of relief at her escape.
When the news of this second
engagement for one of the Bennet girls came to the neighbourhood the next day,-
after Mrs Bennet had gone to Meryton to inform her sister Phillips, -all the surrounding
inhabitants were, very naturally, surprised at the match. While very few of them
could answer without a resounding negative as to whether they knew Mr Collins
very well, all could testify with some authority, that they knew Miss Lydia Bennet.
Indeed, with her frequent, almost daily, visits to town, who could not come to
know her so well? And with this in mind, the fact that she had accepted a man
of the cloth was too improbable to believe, and, had it not been confirmed by
Meryton's curate, none of them would have. All had expected her to be married
soon, but their thoughts had centred on an officer being her future- whether that
person was willingly or reluctantly agreeing, they would not like to comment -husband,
not the Reverend Collins.
They were all wild to see the intended happy-
they at least presumed they were happy -couple, and were most disappointed when
they discovered through Mrs Phillips that Mr Collins had returned to Kent to inform
his patroness of the match. Then they were further disappointed when Miss Lydia
did not make her daily appearance in the village. At first, they put her absence
down to the possibility that she was pining for the brief loss of her intended
to Kent, but when she had neglected the walk for a second day, Meryton's inhabitants
confessed to find themselves lacking an appropriate explanation.
Of
course they knew nothing about the real truth of the matter. They may have surmised
correctly when speculating the opinion that Miss Lydia was wild about the match;
for indeed she was, only in quite a different way, and one wholly contrary to
their expectations. Having always been assured of being her mother's favourite,
Lydia had expected to possess a certain amount of choice when it came to who she
wanted as a partner in life. So, when she was confronted with the engagement to
Mr Collins, she had naturally expected to be rendered single again very quickly.
As far as she was concerned, the tumble resulting in her cousin being on top of
her for a brief moment, was nothing more than that. It had been an accident, that
was all. A hilarious one, but nothing that should have any consequences to follow.
Indeed, when she first became aware of the match that had been made between her
and Mr Collins, Lydia had regarded it as a joke. She was convinced that by the
next morning, the entire mess would be sorted out. Instead, she was confronted
with the news that she would be married as soon as a license could be procured.
In other words, she would be Mrs Collins before the year was out! Lydia could
not understand why. She tried to assure her mother that Mr Collins had not compromised
her, but Mrs Bennet was too wrapped up in wedding arrangements for her daughters
to listen. Even her father, whom she had never expected to allow Mr Collins to
marry any of them but Mary, declared himself too settled on the match to change
it.
She ranted at her sisters, pressing Jane and Elizabeth for assistance.
But neither could be prevailed upon. It was not because they did not believe Lydia's
story, rather that they could not get Mrs Bennet to see its truth, nor could they
get their father to see anything but humour in the idea.
In the midst
of all this mess, the gentlemen from Netherfield arrived at Longbourn, in order
to pay call on the future mistress of that great estate. Mrs Bennet, delighted
at their visit, quite happily left them alone with her two eldest daughters, dragging
a reluctant Lydia off upstairs to debate over the merits of Meryton or London
lace.
Seeing, and in fact hearing most of the chaos that was alive
in Longbourn at present, Mr Bingley and Mr Darcy wisely proposed the idea of walking
to the Miss Bennets, and Jane and Elizabeth were only to happy to agree. The two
sisters had had little time to themselves since the Netherfield ball, due to the
number of events which had occurred, and now with the protestations of Lydia to
contend with, the only solitude they could look forward to was the night. All
thus agree, they set out immediately in the direction of Oakham Mount.
Bingley and Jane, anxious to be alone, soon allowed her sibling and his friend to outstrip them, lagging behind, leaving Elizabeth and Darcy to entertain each other. Of these two, it must be said that neither looked upon the walk without a certain degree of trepidation. Mr Darcy was only waiting for the right moment to speak, and Elizabeth was trying to decide whether she wanted him to or not. Her feelings had undergone such a material change since the Netherfield ball, that she had scarcely begun to learn to trust their permanence. Before the twenty-sixth of November, she had considered Mr Darcy to be the most disagreeable man she had ever met, and one that she would never dance with.
That opinion then been
entirely swept away, when she chanced to overhear his conversation with Mr Wickham.
Not only that, but she had also danced with him afterwards, and heard and seen
enough to believe that he was in love with her. And while she was flattered with
the idea of such a man being in love with her, Elizabeth had not yet had the time
to work out whether she returned those feelings. She accepted that he was handsome,
that many of their tastes were not as dissimilar as she once thought them to be,
and that he was truly a gentleman, but whether that constituted a deep enough
affection for him to be called love she did not know. So many things had happened
in so few days. Could she really presume to believe that her recently formed good
opinion of him would remain constant? Elizabeth could not be sure. She stole a
glance at him as he walked beside her, blushing in embarrassment as she met his
eyes, which had come to steal a gaze themselves. In her mind she recalled the
previous proposal she had received, substituting Mr Collins with the gentleman
beside her. Could she refuse him as easily as she had refused her cousin?
The question would have to be left unanswered. Or rather, discounted, for
Mr Darcy came to a sudden halt. He turned towards her with a cautious, serious
look. "Miss Bennet," he began, in tone laced with uncertainty, "Elizabeth,"
he added then, in a voice that could not be mistaken for its intent, "what
you overheard upon the night of the Netherfield ball was true. Almost from the
first moment of our acquaintance I have come to feel for you a passionate, admiration
and regard, which despite my realisation that you did not care for me, has long
since been impossible to control or ignore. I am in love with you. And I would
be honoured if you would make me the happiest man alive, by accepting the offer
of my hand in marriage."
Elizabeth, as she listened to the speech,
had pictured herself asking for him to stop, to delay his asking, to allow her
some more time to think over it, but when he had finished, she found herself replying
almost immediately, and with words she had not expected to be able to give him
yet. Though not very fluently, she gave him to understand that, despite the few
days between her better understanding of his character and her previous dislike
of him, her sentiments had undergone such a material change, as to enable her
to receive and accept, with gratitude and pleasure, his proposal. The happiness
which this reply produced, was such as he had probably never felt before, and
he expressed himself on the occasion as sensibly and as warmly as a man violently
in love can be supposed to do; by taking her hands, and catching her lips in a
kiss.
Caught in surprise by her reply, Elizabeth was further astonished
to feel herself respond to him. Then, as she began to be wrapped in the kiss,
she realised what had made her accept his addresses. The tone he had used to speak
her name, was one that she had never heard before, but could not help being caught
by. It had resonated with such tenderness, such deep passion, as to make it impossible
for own feelings for him not to be awakened. For indeed, as she was fast discovering,
she did have feelings for him, feelings that did indeed equal passion, admiration,
regard and, above all else, love. So suddenly was she overwhelmed by the existence
of those feelings, that she found herself astonished that she had not discovered
them before. She had hated him so violently, and was not hate a side of the same
coin as love? If she had not cared for him, why had she professed to hate him
so much?
Feeling his control beginning to buckle even further, Darcy
reluctantly ceased the kiss, inwardly smiling when he felt her resistance. Silently,
he gestured to the rest of the path ahead of them. Elizabeth nodded, and they
walked on, no longer caring for the direction. There was too much to be felt and
said. Still clasping one of her hands, he found himself bringing it up to his
lips for a kiss every now and again, as he told her of feelings which, in proving
of what importance she was to him, made his affection every moment more valuable.
He still could not believe his luck. Indeed, as much as he hated Wickham, he realised
now that he was somewhat indebted to him. For, had his enemy never decided to
come to the Netherfield ball, he would never have had a chance of succeeding with
Elizabeth this soon. Indeed, he dreaded to think of the possible future he could
have experienced.
But no more. Speculation upon such was unnecessary.
He had asked her, and had been accepted. There was no longer any need to dwell
on what might have been. He was at liberty to imagine the wonderful future ahead
of him.
With Elizabeth by his side.
Who
can be in doubt of what followed? When any two young people take it into their
heads to marry, they are pretty sure by perseverance to carry their point, be
they ever so poor or ever so imprudent, or ever so little likely to be necessary
to each other's ultimate comfort. This may be bad morality to conclude with, but
I believe it to be the truth; and if such parties succeed, how should a Mr Darcy
and a Elizabeth Bennet, with the advantage of maturity of mind, consciousness
of right, two characters that, while differing in some aspects, could not fail
to compliment each other, and one vast, independent fortune between them, fail
of bearing down every opposition, should any exist?
Indeed, there
were very few within their acquaintance that felt that emotion. Mrs Bennet was
naturally overjoyed at the good fortune of it all, and very happy to add the plans
of another wedding to the two previously secured. With what delighted pride she
afterwards visited and talked of Mrs Darcy, may be guessed very easily. As for
her remaining, yet to be attached, daughters, there was also no objection from
them either. While Mary learnt to submit herself to mixing more in society, and
to be no longer mortified by the comparisons between her sisters' beauty and her
own, Kitty, away from the influence of her younger sister, was able to loose her
insipidness, her irritability, her ignorance, and what little of an ungovernable
temper she may have acquired in Mrs Collins' company. She had many opportunities
of staying with her elder sisters, both in town and in the neighbouring counties
that they soon came to reside in, and formed a close friendship with Miss Darcy.
As for Mrs Collins, I wish I could say, for the sake of her family,
her husband, and her husband's patroness, that her marriage produced the happy
effect of transforming her into a sensible, amiable, well-informed woman for the
rest of her life. However, Mr Collins, nor indeed Lady Catherine de Bourgh, could
never be that lucky. Year after year of marriage, of quiet life in Kent, with
the lack of assemblies and militia encampments, did nothing to alter her wildness,
or her temper. As for Mr Collins, though he soon became reconciled to the match,
he never did come to form that unswerving passion which might have existed within
him had he chosen a better wife.
Mr Bennet was perhaps the most surprised
by the match. Being convinced that his favourite daughter had disliked Mr Darcy
with a passion, he was very naturally surprised when that same gentleman came
to ask for her hand, the evening after he had made his proposal. While being immediately
assured of the gentleman's constant affection, some persuasion needed to be worked
upon him before he could believe in Elizabeth's assurances, that she did care
for Mr Darcy as much he did her. Mr Bennet took pains to become acquainted with
her suitor, and soon found much to like about him, so much so, that when the couple
had moved to Derbyshire, he took delight in visiting, especially when he was not
in the least expected.
After Mr Bennet, it must be said that Lady Catherine
was the next in line to being surprised at the actions of her nephew. Indeed,
when Mr Collins presented his own Bennet wife to her, she was prepared to think
the very worst of Miss Elizabeth Bennet. Almost immediately did she set off for
Longbourn, expecting to find an older version of Lydia Collins, and an anxious
to make amends nephew. The contrast however, between Mrs Darcy and Mrs Collins,
was so apparent and so great, that Lady Catherine soon found herself, despite
her little inclination to do so, becoming reconciled to the match.
As
for Miss Caroline Bingley, who may be supposed as being the next in line of abstainers
from the general felicity to the match, she never returned to Netherfield after
departing from it as she had done so after the ball. The moment the announcement
of her brother's and Mr Darcy's future marriages appeared in the papers, she was
very happily engaged herself, to a man of even greater fortune and estate, and
who, in a certain light, bore a startling resemblance to the very gentleman she
had previously chosen as her future partner in life. Indeed, Caroline was so fortunate
as to have her suitor also possessing the same first name as Mr Darcy, as well
as the same initials. With such good fortune, she felt no resentment to the new
Mrs Darcy, especially when she became Mrs Dancy.
As for Jane and Bingley,
once wed themselves, they retained the tenancy of Netherfield Park only a twelvemonth.
So near a vicinity to her mother and Meryton relations was not desirable, even
to his easy temper, or to her affectionate heart. While enroute to a stay at Pemberley,
they chanced upon the sight of an abandoned estate through the sudden parting
of some trees, and were desirous of taking up residence immediately. Of Pearlcoombe
Abbey they found much to delight in, especially as it was within thirty miles
of Pemberley.
For those that might be wondering what happen to Mr Wickham,
here is some satisfaction granted. Due to his injury from 'sword practice' he
was unable to ever appear on active duty, and forced to remain in the militia,
at the lowly rank of Lieutenant for much of his life, until Colonel Forster discovered
the many unpaid expenses and ruined tradesmen daughters, whereupon he was consigned
to the hell that is a debtor's prison.
Finally, we return to Elizabeth
and Darcy themselves. The former had much time before her wedding to become accustomed
to those previously surprising feelings of love and devotion for the latter, that
by the time they were ensconced in Pemberley, she could hardly ever remember the
time when she had hated him. As for her husband, he fell more in love with his
beautiful, witty, and wonderful wife each day, witnessing with bliss the pleasure
she derived from the beauties of his estate, and the instant close attachment
to his sister.
One thing he always made sure of. That the twenty-sixth of November was reserved with sacred memory forever in their minds, and in the minds of those around them, as he threw a ball at Pemberley upon every passing of its date. And, though he could never receive his once childhood friend at his home, Darcy made sure the man's many illegitimate children were catered for, and that most, if not eventually all, of his debts were paid off. For, after all, his presence at the Netherfield Ball, and the events which followed, were the means of uniting them.
The End.
© Danielle Harwood-Atkinson 2010.